Change of Residence

I am a resident of Bad Mood City.

And all I can say is the person who I loved more than I have ever loved and gave everything to is now arguing over money, of which I have so little. And I am not an air my dirty laundry sort, but I don't understand why?

I have not run partially cause I caught a little stomach bug and then my mental state, and my need to be talked off the ledge.

Thank God for my friends.

Because I am all kinds of messed up, and yet I have done almost nothing stupid. Almost.

But honestly the idiotic thing I did....sigh.

In need of a large paradigm change...again...at 44.

Wish me luck.

hollyj