Homeward Bound

I am at the end of the trip. Tomorrow I have to pack everything up and head home.

Top five things on my mind:

1. I feel bloated and icky.
2. I will probably see my mother tomorrow.
3. I have to drive about 5.5 hours to get home.
4. When i get back I will have to drop off the kids and I will face the alone.
5. When I get back I will have a pile of dirty clothes and other stuff to deal with.

This is the song that is playing through my head. It is not a new one, but hey, once more, with feeling!

Well so here I am at the end of the road
Where do I go from here?
I always figured it would be like this
Still nothing seems to be quite clear

All the words have been spoken and the prophecy fulfilled
But I just can't decide where to go
Yes, it's been quite a day and I should go to sleep
But tomorrow I will wake up and I'll know

That I've got to begin again
Though I don't know how start
Yes, I've got to begin again
And it's hard

Well it's been quite a while since I lifted my head
And I'm sure the light will hurt my eyes
I see the way that I been spendin' my days
And reality has caught me by surprise

I was dreamin' of tomorrow so I sacrificed today
And it sure was a grand waste of time
And despite all the truth that's been thrown in my face
I just can't get you out of my mind

That I've got to begin again
Though I don't know how start
Yes, I've got to begin again
And it's hard


Big Big Breaths tomorrow.


Hollyj