Don't look down

Where does the time go?
I apologize for letting this blog lapse. I am up to 611 page views, y'know. So I either have a really dedicated cyber-stalker, or some people actually read this stuff. However if you average it out, I think it's only about 10 views per month or something....so I can't get too excited.

Anyway, running has been up and down. Had a breathing issue that seems to be clearing up, but I still seem rather reactive to the air this season. I am pushing myself to do 4 miles every run, but taking more time in between and adding a few 3-milers in here and there. Some of it has genuinely been out of disinterest/laziness. For instance, it is hot today, somewhere around 90, so because I did not want to get out of bed at dawn, I did not run. Tomorrow promises to be hotter, so I better set my alarm and deal with it.

School is challenging. The good news is that it is more interesting, we are studying more advanced techniques for teaching comprehension. The bad news is that I am tired of this online format, and my motivation is low.

I am also discouraged about the dozens of applications I have tendered without any response, and now I am in a quarrel with the Unemployment Division. It is hard to keep my head up. I am very frustrated with the situation. I have some options, but none are forthcoming in a real rapid fashion.

Enough whining.
I am headed to the Salmon River in the near future, so I really can't complain. It will be a good "reset", and perhaps when I return, I can start fresh with everything--running included.

There have been a number of relationship dynamics that have changed in the past year: parenting, friendships and of course my singlehood. I have a difficult time letting go of the things I cannot control. Sigh. I feel like a tightrope walker someday. Every move must be careful, thoughtful, and I must keep my balance. Don't look down.