Can of worms

Once again it has been too long.
Running has been off and on. Soccer had made me more sore, other things have gotten in the way...mostly good things. I will likely be able to run the next three days, then soccer, then a day of rest. I am also still hoping to get a race in this fall, but not certain about when.
I was offered a job a couple of days ago. I am pretty excited. I think it is a good opportunity.
I have been surprisingly busy with subbing and then, recently, trying to clean out my storage. I opened a can of worms with the storage boxes, which happened to coincide with a change in housemates. So, I thought I should make more room due to the new housemate actually wanting to coexist in the kitchen area. Also, I have been thinking about how much stuff I have, and how little I really need. And, then I started to think about the reasons I was holding on to them. I have such a hard time letting go. It impairs my judgement. I need to be free of the fear and the things and the bottomless pit of insecurity that causes me to hold on to what I don't need.

So many changes. And I am afraid of changes...

How I wish I could go back to simpler days. I have to live the life I have, which is not really bad when you think about the people who struggle and don't have the luxury of worrying about these things.

Some days it really is just one foot in front of the other, having faith, hoping for the best, and working your ass off.